I feel really disappointed today. My promotion didn’t work out. Wish you’re here, could really use a hug.

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Here today gone tomorrow…
You’re not here to stay, you only brought me sorrow.

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Say something please…. You’re killing me with the silence…

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Dear God

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I’m not around
When I’m much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again oh no
Once again

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Pergi saja…

Kalau kau tidak berencana tinggal lama atau selama-lamanya, tolong pergi saja dari pikiranku sekarang. Tolong…

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To “Lupa”

I prefer the original ending :

Aku tak ingin kau lupakan, sayang.

Compared to this one, that apparently you decided to be your final version :

Aku tak ingin kau lupakan juga.
Tapi untuk apa?

The latter sounds so sad, no hope in that, while the first one is sweet. It’s as if you are really talking to me, full of hope.
The second one sounds like you are talking to the void, giving up.

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To “Saturday Night”

I must say I’m disappointed.

Here I am, sitting all alone in my house, checking your blog and insta update every other hour, like crazy. Well, I must stay I’m happy that I found two of your very lovely new photos, but your new post… maan, you can do better than that.

I really don’t mind if you are blabbering about work, about being stuck writing a report. I think it’s good news, meaning you are adjusting with your new job there. But come on,… in our monthversary date, you bring up the word “ex”. You are becoming heartless baby. Have you forgotten about this day? I almost think it’s not possible, simply because you invented this day. I did not. I did not realize until you mentioned it the first time.

Or have you succeeded to erase me little by little?

Your “Saturday Night” is disappointing, baby

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